On My Knees with Lifted Hands

Today has been one of those days where almost every word I've said has been on the verge of tears. I know from past mission trip experience that this is the part where the enemy attacks with all his might.

I'm having issues getting to and from Dallas for my domestic flights and it will probably cost hundreds more to change my flight.

My sister is still in the hospital and the doctors still have no idea what is wrong with her. Let me just mention that Heather is one of my best friends and I miss her and I'm worried about her and I would do anything to make her better. I would rather go through this for her than have it happening to her. I hate that I'm not there. It absolutely breaks my heart.

In times like these I don't know how I could ever survive without the love of my God. I know that none of this is taking Him by surprise and none of this is out of His control. I know that the only way that I can stand is on my knees with lifted hands.

Giving it back to Him and walking through the tears.

until all have heard,
lauren michelle gross